A jangle of nerves

I took the NCLEX this afternoon. To say I was nervous as all hell would be seriously understating matters. I deliberated quite a bit on the early questions then, figuring that was taking too long, I decided to just read twice, pause for a moment, and then pick what I felt was correct. An hour and fifteen minutes later the exam shut off. I was seventy-five questions in. I either did an excellent job or a craptastic job. Fuck. I'd feel so much better if I'd gotten past seventy-five. Now I have to wait until Monday to find out whether I've passed and whether I'll be able to keep my job. Fuck. And I'm scheduled to work this weekend. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

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There's a reason I'm not answering my phone and am avoiding familial contact - my folks *suck* at comfort and/or sympathy. Before, when I'd say I was nervous, I was informed my emotions were "ridiculous". Way to validate me as a person there, fam.


I poke my cyber-head out of my cyber-hole to share two things:

Pimpage the First - laughingirl is an amazing fundraiser for breast cancer research. She does this by getting willing celebs to sign bears and then take a photo with them. Her newest round of auctions is coming to a close, so click here and bid on stuff from your fave celebs for a great cause. Someone needs to win the Joe Flanigan bear and the David Hewlett bear and then put them together in a case. Just because.

Pimpage the Second - zeph_miran's co-modding the community hatefest_rp. It's all about ranting about anything your little heart may desire in character...whatever character you wish. Go join, claim a character, and go crazy.