A jangle of nerves

[fredericks]

I took the NCLEX this afternoon. To say I was nervous as all hell would be seriously understating matters. I deliberated quite a bit on the early questions then, figuring that was taking too long, I decided to just read twice, pause for a moment, and then pick what I felt was correct. An hour and fifteen minutes later the exam shut off. I was seventy-five questions in. I either did an excellent job or a craptastic job. Fuck. I'd feel so much better if I'd gotten past seventy-five. Now I have to wait until Monday to find out whether I've passed and whether I'll be able to keep my job. Fuck. And I'm scheduled to work this weekend. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.