I have a feeling that it is a very good thing that I am having trouble picturing what you are describing. My mind must be blocking it out.

Have I ever said how much you impress me for being able to handle this kind of stuff as well as the normal stress of nurse stuff? I'm too empathic to deal with pain up close like that. Probably the reason that I stopped wanting to be a doctor way back when, before it occurred to me that I could be a coroner.