Whoa. When you don't renew all your saved stuff gets trashed? That sucks large inflamed nuts, man.

See, the happy place is okay. It's better than the emo place I was inhabiting up to four months ago. However, I've noticed that when you're happy and you have an emotional crash it's that much more devastating. When you're all emo'd out and you crash it's like "ho-hum, that's what I expected all along, let me raise the volume on my Cure CD and retrace the black eyeliner", you know?