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[fredericks]

Oh yes, and Leslie Cheung is gone. No tears this time around. He killed himself. Committed suicide. Whoa. I'm tearing up again. What the hell has come over me? I'd been thinking of doing the cowardly deed myself off and on for a while. I wonder if I did gather up the courage (or chicken out, depending on your view of things) would anyone really care? Or would I be just another oddity? That weird girl who sort of disgraced her family and became another statistic? I feel like I've had profound thoughts on the subject (ha, me! profound! that's a riot) but its all muddled in my head at the moment.