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[fredericks]

Basically I'm ridiculously fragile and I've spent the last couple of weeks stressing out over idiocy and trying to recover from my quiet flip-out. And it's always the same story because my life is amazing, I'm blessed and/or extremely lucky and I shouldn't feel awful, it should be happyhappyfuntimes all the time. Or at least that's usually what I feel when these moods hit and what keeps me from saying much of anything. But, whatever. It's all gravy now.

I like this time of year, although I like it more when there's snow ::prods El Nino or whatever fickle thing makes the precipitation happen:: The spirit of commercialism is pervasive and annoying, but the music and spirit (if not actual reality) of charity and brotherhood sticks with me.

This commercial never fails to reduce me to giggles. T-Pain's "holla at cha boy!" right before he walks away? Priceless.

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Comments

[blood-of-winter.livejournal.com]

I know when i stop to think about all my blessings i really hate when i whine about my problems. I feel like things could be soooo much worse and are for many people.

*hugs*

[paradise-city.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry things have sucked lately. Here's hoping they start looking up soon.

[anogete.livejournal.com]

You put into words what I've been feeling! My life is GOOD. Nothing is wrong with it. If anything, it's better than most. But I still feel like shit most days. I feel unhappy and ungrateful and depressed. I feel like I'm poised on the edge of an anxiety attack half the time. Why are we like this? Stupid brains.