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[fredericks]

Basically I'm ridiculously fragile and I've spent the last couple of weeks stressing out over idiocy and trying to recover from my quiet flip-out. And it's always the same story because my life is amazing, I'm blessed and/or extremely lucky and I shouldn't feel awful, it should be happyhappyfuntimes all the time. Or at least that's usually what I feel when these moods hit and what keeps me from saying much of anything. But, whatever. It's all gravy now.

I like this time of year, although I like it more when there's snow ::prods El Nino or whatever fickle thing makes the precipitation happen:: The spirit of commercialism is pervasive and annoying, but the music and spirit (if not actual reality) of charity and brotherhood sticks with me.

This commercial never fails to reduce me to giggles. T-Pain's "holla at cha boy!" right before he walks away? Priceless.

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Comments

[blood-of-winter.livejournal.com]

I know when i stop to think about all my blessings i really hate when i whine about my problems. I feel like things could be soooo much worse and are for many people.

*hugs*

[fredericks.livejournal.com]

Which is basically why I don't post very much, because it's all doom and gloom and no one ever likes reading that. Particularly since I'm not sure what the problem is and I'm pretty sure most folks don't care. But I figure I might as well post every blue moon. Thanks for the hugs.

[paradise-city.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry things have sucked lately. Here's hoping they start looking up soon.

[fredericks.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the kind words. And the cool choice of icon. :)

[anogete.livejournal.com]

You put into words what I've been feeling! My life is GOOD. Nothing is wrong with it. If anything, it's better than most. But I still feel like shit most days. I feel unhappy and ungrateful and depressed. I feel like I'm poised on the edge of an anxiety attack half the time. Why are we like this? Stupid brains.

[fredericks.livejournal.com]

DUDE. Yeah. Totally feeling that. Don't know if I can do anything to break the funk. I'm just going to try to vary my routine from now on. See if getting my mind off stuff (what stuff???) helps.