Goddamnmotherfrakerhellfireambrosia

I'm been flittier than usual for the last couple of weeks. I start things and I can't find the energy to finish them. I professed some interest in a volunteer position, filled out the application after two days of starting and stopping, called up one of the directors to set up an interview, and now I don't want to do it anymore. Unfortunately I'll have to wake up early in order to call this lovely lady a couple of hours before my 11:30 AM scheduled time.

And I feel sick. I've been coughing and my chest feels heavy and waaaaaaaah! Hunter lady isn't giving me my pay, the scholarship money has yet to show up on my Pace account, and I have no money to buy clothing.


God. I just want to curl in a ball and not get up until Thursday.