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fredericksMy morning's been peculiar. Mom and dad seemed to be acting weird towards me. Nothing was out and said, but I got the feeling they were tiptoeing around me. Even if that was all in my head it still means something.
Yesterday was spent cooking for Mother's Day. I was on my feet from about 9 in the morning until around 6 in the evening. After waking up the head to Mass for 7:30. Twasn't pretty. Towards the end my feet started to hurt me, enough for me to get vocal about it. Didn't mean to complain but it just came out that way. I usually do a better job of concealing it but it was hurting a lot. Mom ended up doing most of the clean-up herself, because Lord knows my father can't manage it on his own (/sarcasm).
This morning I woke up at 9 sans alarm clock and was supposed to work on my Nutrition project (due Wednesday). Got sidetracked with RP stuff, though. Got a little done, project-wise, but then got frustrated and called it a wrap. I'm too much of a perfectionist. I'm fairly certain all I have to do is the bare bones to get at least 2/3 of the grade. It's annoying when you simultaneously want to do really well and (sub)consciously do everything in your power to AVOID doing anything. Stupid malfunctioning coping mechanism.
Mom asked me what was going on with nursing school. No shouting or berating, which was a real change of pace. I told her I was still waiting on Pace and that once classes wrap at Hunter this semester I'll be...don't know what the fuck I'll be doing. Didn't tell her that, though. Will be looking for a job, in a hospital hopefully. And work it until I get a chance to reapply to nursing school. She didn't get all crazy on me. Guess she was still coming off a Mother's Day high, maybe her and dad really were acting weird around me, who knows.
Called out of my notetaking jobs tomorrow so after Internship I can come home and cram for my Micro and Anatomy practicals. Joy.
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Narnia movie's coming out and it looks AMAZING. Sides, once I saw Tilda Swinton in it I said "Fuck yeah, I'm there!". Here's a link to the trailer, for the uninitiated. You'll need a change of undies when you're done. Trust me. It's teh hotness.
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I'm real tired. Excruciatingly so. I felt like shit when taking the train out here. No rest for the wicked, though. Can't wait til Friday.
Yesterday was spent cooking for Mother's Day. I was on my feet from about 9 in the morning until around 6 in the evening. After waking up the head to Mass for 7:30. Twasn't pretty. Towards the end my feet started to hurt me, enough for me to get vocal about it. Didn't mean to complain but it just came out that way. I usually do a better job of concealing it but it was hurting a lot. Mom ended up doing most of the clean-up herself, because Lord knows my father can't manage it on his own (/sarcasm).
This morning I woke up at 9 sans alarm clock and was supposed to work on my Nutrition project (due Wednesday). Got sidetracked with RP stuff, though. Got a little done, project-wise, but then got frustrated and called it a wrap. I'm too much of a perfectionist. I'm fairly certain all I have to do is the bare bones to get at least 2/3 of the grade. It's annoying when you simultaneously want to do really well and (sub)consciously do everything in your power to AVOID doing anything. Stupid malfunctioning coping mechanism.
Mom asked me what was going on with nursing school. No shouting or berating, which was a real change of pace. I told her I was still waiting on Pace and that once classes wrap at Hunter this semester I'll be...don't know what the fuck I'll be doing. Didn't tell her that, though. Will be looking for a job, in a hospital hopefully. And work it until I get a chance to reapply to nursing school. She didn't get all crazy on me. Guess she was still coming off a Mother's Day high, maybe her and dad really were acting weird around me, who knows.
Called out of my notetaking jobs tomorrow so after Internship I can come home and cram for my Micro and Anatomy practicals. Joy.
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Narnia movie's coming out and it looks AMAZING. Sides, once I saw Tilda Swinton in it I said "Fuck yeah, I'm there!". Here's a link to the trailer, for the uninitiated. You'll need a change of undies when you're done. Trust me. It's teh hotness.
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I'm real tired. Excruciatingly so. I felt like shit when taking the train out here. No rest for the wicked, though. Can't wait til Friday.
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Date: 2005-05-09 10:49 pm (UTC)