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Just woke up from a weird dream where my mother (of course it would be her) called me on my shit: "You're too lazy, and so you settle for things instead of [trying something else]!" she said in that most bile-rising voice of hers as I unpacked the car in front of the house. Seriously, when she speaks to me like that I don't know whether to cower in a corner and cry or smack her.
I'm well aware that Jung would cackle with glee at hearing about that dream, pointing out that, hells yeah, dreams are manifestations of the subconscious because haven't I been thinking that same thing for, what? the last 3 months? I have no time for long dead disciples of Freud, however; that the messenger was my mother made it no easier to stomach.

That should be my motivation for change - avoiding that nagging voice. I need to get resumes together and start moving into that damned apartment. Maybe that'll silence the voices in my head.

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